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my annual review was months ago. december. last year.

part of it included a very long form divided into sections. I had to rate myself on reliability, teamwork, productivity etcetera. then the form was sent to my colleagues and my supervisor and my HR Director and they rated me. with Comments.

Today I got the form back from my HR director who is insane. And we are going to meet to discuss the Comments.

She handed me the form and I haven't looked at it yet. I am being very cool about it all. Who cares what they think about me, anyhow, at this job that I hate.

Me. I care. A lot. But I am pretending that I don't need to know.

don't care. don't need to know.

Not Looking. Not.

Ok. I looked. Happy to see I got exceedingly high ratings for punctuality. And my use of Automation is off the charts. 5, 5, 5, 5. All fives. I guess they don't know that I'm Using The Automation to post on my blog and write emails and troll craigslist. and look up Mark Ruffalo on google to see if he might ever be, say, visiting Portland. 

But the Comments. the Comments are freaking me out. Two people said I'm Moody. And I am Overprotective of coworkers. And Suspicious of Management.

Gah, I wish I hadn't read the comments. Apparently, my team members see me as a paranoid union organizer. moody? I am an even-keeled air sign.  I am an even-keeled Aquarius with gemini rising pretending that I don't have a scorpio moon. fucking scorpio moon. moody.

M. O. O. dee.

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