here today

 

mama bear.

they sent my mom home from the hospital today with nothing. no whys no wheres, no how can we be sure this won't happen again tonight or tomorrow or next week or someday when my dad is not awake enough to call for help.


they sent my mom home which is good news, of course. it is good news that she is no longer hooked up to machines that moniter the beat beat beat of her. but I want all of the answers and I am far away in spirit and in body and I want to see her and hug her and know that her heart will keep up the fight for as long as I need that to be true.


aeei.

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