here today

 

hello blog.

hello my blog hello.

something had to give and it was you. something had to give and it was you, and part of me, and then my traineeship. Fired. I was fired by Ursula from the Little Mermaid, squinty-eyed, living underwater kind of evil. Fired me for admitting that I was scared to see clients, scared to make this change we can't have scared she said and off with my head I was fired.

hello my blog never been fired and it sent me down into watery places trying to find something solid about myself to hold onto. trying to remember that I am me not suddenly a fired version of me.

and now I scramble look for another spot, one that has not yet been filled or perhaps somewhere someone else got fired and they can work for Ursula and I can take their place some kind of doppelganger out there giving up their traineeship for me.

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